Walking On Sunshine

It's such a beautiful day outside... and I'm feeling pretty sunny, too. I've been having lovely times with my two wonderful men and that can't help but make me feel awesome too.

Henry and I went to a BDSM party on the weekend and had a wonderful time together. He also enjoys being a Top, although he doesn't often have the opportunity. We wound up co Topping a friend of ours together and it was a lot of fun. She's a great bottom to play with and we all had a lot of fun. Henry and I make a great team together so it was easy to relax and just enjoy ourselves. I get a lot of delight out of watching his playful side come out in a sadistic way!

But of course, that means I didn't get to play with Henry... so we have a date planned for this weekend. I'm really looking forward to that!

And I had a wonderful date night with Charles this week, too. The NRE is still so heady sometimes, over 9 months in. It feels so right when we're just lying in bed holding each other, and of course when we're not just holding each other ;)

There's just so much difference between sport fucking and sex with someone you love. At times it's not even in the same ballpark. I enjoy sport fucking and sex with friends, but nothing really tops making love. And I get that with two different men! How did I get so lucky?

The sex was pretty amazing this time around. Charles and I share several kink interests that Henry doesn't, so it's nice to find an outlet for my desires. While Henry will generally submit to what I want even if he's not into it, and that is nice sometimes knowing that he will and making him do what I want... sometimes I really want to indulge in my kinks with someone who is just as eager as I am to enjoy them.

Charles loves eating pussy, and he's quite talented at it, too. I usually want to enjoy his tongue when we're together! But this time I wanted to start off by stroking his cock and teasing him with dirty talk while we were in bed, and drawing things out as long as possible. I told him all the things I want to do to him on vacation, like tie him to the bed and keep him erect and tortured for hours, using his cock and his tongue but not letting him cum until I'm good and ready. His cock seemed to like that idea ;)

When I was done teasing him with my fingers and sucking his cock, I told him to get to work ;)  And he did... such a good boy. I was so sensitive and wanted him so much, and he fucked me with his fingers while he licked my clit. It wasn't long before he started that chain of orgasms and it was SO good. When he finally came up for air I told him that I wanted his cock now, and he told me he thought I'd never ask!

I still love the head of his cock so much... it's so wide and thick that it feels so good when he slides into my wet pussy. After all that teasing, he came almost immediately. And then, like a good boy, he asked me for permission to clean up that mess.

He and I both share a love of using body fluids in kink play, and I love that he's happy and gets turned on my eating creampies. As soon as he caught his breath, he was right back with his tongue in my cunt, cleaning up every last drop. And of course with all that blood flow going to my pussy his mouth felt incredible. I've always loved having my pussy licked after sex because the pleasure is so intense... and Charles knows exactly how I like to be touched.

Oh, the post orgasmic bliss lying in his arms after a lovely, messy, sweaty session of sex. It was a pretty fantastic night.

Sick & Tired

Sorry I haven't been writing much, but I've just been exhausted lately. The past three weeks my health hasn't been great and so I didn't have much time and energy for writing.

Other than that, though, things are continuing to go well. Henry and I have been planning what we want to do for our first anniversary which is coming up next month. Sometimes it's hard to believe that this year has gone by so quickly, and that we won't be newlyweds anymore. I still feel like newlyweds, though! We aren't doing anything too exciting, but we decided we wanted a family sized version of the food we served at our wedding, and I've got a nice bottle of champagne that I've been saving. It'll be a lovely night, I think.

Charles also asked me if I wanted to do something for our anniversary, which is coming up in the summer. It's also hard to believe that we're coming up on that milestone, too. I still feel so much like I'm just getting to know him. But I still get those warm bubbly feelings when I think about him or look at him, and I'm enjoying my time with him very much. He texts me such lovely sweet things that make me feel so good. Yesterday we were being silly and he told me "of course I'm having a good day, I'm listening to good music, enjoying a beer, and talking to my girlfriend." So me being me, I asked if she was cute (he isn't seeing anyone else but it's fun to tease!" He told me no, she's gorgeous :)  It's nice to hear things like that sometimes!

Now if only I start feeling a little better so I can have some more energy... I want to play with my men! We've still had a little sex, but nothing too earthshattering. Always good, though. I am so lucky.