For the past week, I thought of other ways to keep warm. I took the advice of one of my commenters and posted an ad on CL looking for an "oral slave". I was delighted to see how many responses I got. I said I was not looking to reciprocate, in the hopes that it would weed out people who only lick pussy in hopes as a quid pro quo- I want someone who genuinely enjoys making a woman orgasm over and over and over :) I received several quality responses and I am hoping to meet up with some of them when I return home from my trip. My pussy could use a good tongue lashing!
I'm not sure where things are going with Paula. We had a talk the other day and she told me that she was worried she might be over her head, since she reacted so intensely to the light play that we did. Certainly it confirms I was right to take things slowly with her! So she wanted to take some time to think about whether she's really ready to "take the red pill" and come over to the dark side. I guess we'll see what happens. Either way, I find I am really missing the D/s in my life. I know what I want... but since I want a relationship and not just casual play, it's harder to find. I need someone who I can enjoy as a vanilla person as well as a kinkster.
Well, it's a new year, so perhaps it will bring someone new into my life. And in the meantime, I'm going to have a lot of fun along the way!